Honestly, I have just lost the only thing that matters to me, IN THIS WHOLE FUCKED UP WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why does no one want me? Why? What the fuck is wrong with me?! Why will no one love me? Oh forgot, I don't deserve love. I don't deserve care. Fine. I don't need it. Hah, I forgot I had left here, oh well, no one reply if you all hate me now, which you do, so F O R G E T I T. My way of suiciding is about to become reality. I am sick of my hopes being smashed, my heart being torn apart, ripped into half, stepped on, spat on, despised, hurt, bleeding inside, I will bleed outside to show the pain, to show how much I bleed, how much I hurt. <Mod:Edit Jodi>, it will just gain me more scars if I fail. Overdoses do work, my best friend killed himself through overdosing, he happened to be on this site too, that broke me, my overdose will work, I won't share why I think this, all I know is I WON'T fail. I won't. I have one last thing to share. I am sorry. I love all of you on here and I am so fucking sorry I am so awful to be around, no wonder I have no friends, no one to love me, no one to care, no one to hug me or hold me or kiss me. I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry I am me. I must leave, for you see, suicide awaits, it is my fate, so goodbye, no questioning why. :sad: I'm sorry.