I am sorry to post again, because it seems I am posting about the same subject. Why should I continue when I have no one in my life. Tomorrow I will wake up to nothing, and no one. I lost the only person that I have ever felt connected to and I am 34 yo. I have plenty of "aquaitences" but I had only one person that I felt a bond with. People will use the phrase of you dont know what will happen tomorrow or who you will meet in the future, and that is true, but what if that doesnt come true until another 5 years from now am I supposed to suffer until than. It is just not worth it. The greatest time of my life was about a year ago when I met some people and we all trained for a marathon. It was great at the begining because I had somebody and these people were positive. It started to get bad when I realized how alone I still was. When we would get done with our runs, everyone would leave and go to there families, boyfriends, girlfriends, etc, and I would home to literally nothing. Please dont use the "get out more and meet people" knowing people isnt the problem, finding that bond with someone, that soulmate is. Someone you can confide in with all your secrets. I had that with a friend and she was the only brightspot in my other suicidal depressing life. Tell me what to do, I have lost all desire to live. I am not a bad person so why am I so alone. I have nothing to look forward to, I am literally alone. Why should I continue?