I am starting to worry about myself

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by SadDude87, Jan 2, 2008.

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  1. SadDude87

    SadDude87 Well-Known Member

    I am starting to worry about myself. As a kid, I never understood how/why people went crazy. How could they do such things? I could not comprehend it whatsoever. I knew I had problems ... but I was different, I was strong and I would solve everything. I wasn't like the other 'freaks' I would just become normal. It didn't happen. And now I worry that all those murderers, sadists, drug addicts, general crazies etc are not so alien and 'crazy' but quite similar to myself. Fucking scary. Maybe I am just no longer putting myself on a pedestal and seeing other 'undesirables' as people instead of something to be looked down upon. I don't know. What the hell am I doing
     
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  2. ithuriel

    ithuriel Well-Known Member

    the worlds full of fruitcakes , if there is a god he used the wrong baking dough.:blink:
    i ended up full of choc chip goodness, ( i wish:smile:,) and life keeps taking bites out of me:eek:hmy:
     
  3. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Sorry SadDude, but you grew up! As a kid you see those things as monsters, and we are told monsters don't exist. Now you're older and know that in reality, monsters do exist and they are scarier than we could of ever imagined.
     
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