Ok! your wondering what my title mean? It mean I have become an automaton. I have lost all touch with human kind. I have neither passion nor hate. I have realize that my role in life is being a social outcast. I don't care if I ever feel love now. I will not feel depress any longer. I will be stone, not caring about anyone or anything. I will not let feeling affect my judgment. I will not be blind sited by love. Nothing can save me, I can who I am. I am not human for I have no Identity, no goals, no want nor needs. I will still graduate from college, but with no purpose. I will live life the way gods intend me to live...being alone. Nothing wrong with loving oneself. No girl will ever love me. I am the Christ figure, savior to all mankind. I will put a mark in this world. Whether it invisible or not. I will sacrifice myself for humankind no matter how painful or humiliating it is. I am the ultimate figure, above all else.