Heyhey, Yeah, I decided to kill myself on Sunday night. And I tried O.D myself to death with the help of some vodka. But I failed miserably and that does not even get me into the ER nor ICU level. I just woke up the next day, feeling like crap and tipsy for a couple of days, and that's basically how I feel right now. I could barely walk nor eat. I am very ashamed of myself. I told my mum on the phone but all she did was yelling at me and asking me to go kill myself again or she will HELP me kill myself. I am very heartbroken from the inside after she told me that and she always said that I am already dead to her...:sad: Anyone out there, just... talk to me please. I am in a deep mess.