I can not do anything right. I have no self control, no ambitions, no friends, no one I can rely on for help. Every time I try and do something positive, try and get my life back into order, I fail miserbly and end up even worse then when I started. I try to watch what I eat and I end up over eating and gain more weight, I try to start an exercise routine I end up sleeping all day and worrying all night about money, I try and keep calm and I end up in constant panic attacks. I am completly worthless as a human being, I can't take control over my own life, no matter how hard I try. I make efforts to change and I just remain the same.