I am such a failure

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Mordeci, Mar 19, 2010.

  1. Mordeci

    Mordeci Banned Member

    I can not do anything right. I have no self control, no ambitions, no friends, no one I can rely on for help. Every time I try and do something positive, try and get my life back into order, I fail miserbly and end up even worse then when I started. I try to watch what I eat and I end up over eating and gain more weight, I try to start an exercise routine I end up sleeping all day and worrying all night about money, I try and keep calm and I end up in constant panic attacks. I am completly worthless as a human being, I can't take control over my own life, no matter how hard I try. I make efforts to change and I just remain the same.
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You're not worthless. :hug: Have you tried out slow ... one small step at a time so you don't get overwhelmed?
  3. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    So often we try to control our own lives when we fail to realize we were never supposed to be in control.

    I was the same way, still am on some days.

    But I let someone else control my life now.

    It seems to work for the most part.
  4. Mordeci

    Mordeci Banned Member

    Honestly this is me trying to take it slow, for everything I do I seem to take one step foward and two steps back.