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make a change. I can choose to wallow in self pity or I can choose to stand up and force myself out of this pit I am in.
Is this a possible reality? Has anyone beaten suicidal ideation here? Or am I destined to remain suicidal the rest of my life?
My parents want me to snap out of it and forget the past. Just turn everything off and straighten up. Many of you know my story. I am walking the ragged edge of life and lately I am blinded by my own tears and am unsure of my thinking.
I pray... yes I pray. I think God wants me to live because I can help people here as well as let people help me. We need each other.
But for now... another day is done... I survived... and hunger for a reason to live... and the only one reason has kept me alive... I fear God.
Jonathan
Is this a possible reality? Has anyone beaten suicidal ideation here? Or am I destined to remain suicidal the rest of my life?
My parents want me to snap out of it and forget the past. Just turn everything off and straighten up. Many of you know my story. I am walking the ragged edge of life and lately I am blinded by my own tears and am unsure of my thinking.
I pray... yes I pray. I think God wants me to live because I can help people here as well as let people help me. We need each other.
But for now... another day is done... I survived... and hunger for a reason to live... and the only one reason has kept me alive... I fear God.
Jonathan