It will get better....
Hello Life. Firstly, don't take a load of pills if you don't know what they are going to do to you. You might end up being spoon fed baby food for dinner, you know what I mean? Next, making friends goes like this; just start a conversation with some one as if you were posting on a forum. Just make a point about somthing that isn't likely to cause offense. There's plenty of time for arguing later. In terms of body language, if someone (male or female) is looking in your direction for a while (in a non-threatening way), it probably means they want to get to know you. If someone of the opposite sex is looking at you with a half smile for a bit, it probably means they want some "action". Hope this helps.
Steven.