I am surcumsizing to my suicidial OCD.

[ZhivagoB]

I feel as though I live for everyone else. My peace, safe place from myself, and others is Death. I don't Know why i fight so hard for life. Its a 24/7 task.
I fail to feel, happiness, joy, or just be able to live.
Will Life always go on like this?
I am scared, exhausted, and don't know if I can Be helped?
Please tell me what you think. I would love some insights from you out there.

Thank You

 

[total eclipse]

I too have lived for everyone else around me i had too they were all ill and ifelt trapped and alone but i got a great psychologist who is helping me to take care of me now it can get better if you reach out and get some help okay you won't always have those thoughts of wanting to leave hugs to you

 

[may71]

do you want to talk about what you have done so far to try to deal with your situation?

we might be able to think of ways to help that way