Poor stupid me still deeply in love with my ex fiance, she had told me that she wanted to have babies with me, that she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me. But now it became of my knowledge that for the last two months she was with this guy and wants to have babies with him, a guy she doesn't knows. Ugh, how can I be so fucking stupid? So fucking blind? So fucking retarded. Fuck things. I wish I could be like other people, go out, find a girl and fuck her until I forget about her. I wish it was so easy for me. Fuck love, it has only hurt me. This fucking sucks, fucking betrayer, fucking cheater. She might say she is sorry. But no, she is not sorry. Yet.