One of my friends would make plans to talk on Skype, then just not show up. All of a sudden, he had to watch a tennis game on TV or something. He did this multiple times and never thought to apologize or reschedule or anything like that. Now he is blatantly ignoring me, which is kind of immature for a 47 year old man to do, but I guess that's just how he is. I have another friend, she seemed to care, but every time we make plans to Skype, suddenly she doesn't show up. She called and texted, I got on there, of course she is busy then and nowhere around. Yeah, I don't feel like waiting for hours only to end up talking to myself. I call people and they never answer. If they do answer, they don't say anything. People tell me they will hang out with me sometime, but months and years pass and that day never comes. I get it, I am expendable, a waste of time, and everyone is slowly leaving me. I guess I shouldn't care about having friends when they won't stick around anyhow. If I am that worthless to people, I wonder why I am still here at all. Doesn't seem like there's much point to it.