Before I say what is on my mind, I warn you what I say the following may sound extremely lazy. I always wanted to believe in living a life like a warrior and an energizer bunny who never gives up and always gets right back up after falling down. But for the past few months, I have been struggling with the following thoughts. *I am tired of waking up at 6am every morning. *I am tired of going to work Mon-Fri even though I ALWAYS get weekends off. *I am tired of dishwashing, cleaning rooms and taking out garbages. *I am tired of grocery shopping. *I am tired of taking shower. *I am tired of fighting depression, anxiety, PTSD or whatever I battle in my brain. *I am tired of all the criticisms, high expectations and whispers behind my back. *I am tired of going through same thing every day (eat, work, sleep). *I am tired of fighting all these temptations in life, wanting to eat more, wanting to sleep more, sexual temptations among others. *I am tired of all the responsibilities in life. I just wish I go to bed and never wake up. I really wish I go to sleep and never wake up. I have been so exhausted with life that I hope I go to sleep and never ever wake up to deal with all those responsibilities, stresses, and tortures in life. Has anyone been through similar feelings? How did you get out of the rut? Thanks in advance for any insights.