My father is a cold humanoid robot who will never understand me, and when I tried to explain to him how I feel, he just said "Pull it together, pull it together, Pull it together, pull it together, Pull it together, pull it together, Pull it together, pull it together, Pull it together, pull it together, Pull it together, pull it together, Pull it together, pull it together, Pull it together, pull it together, Pull it together, pull it together" and "pull it together". He is a power hungry, very corrupted humanoid robot who constantly accuses me of being "selfish" when the only thing he cares about is his job, and he criticizes charities, and never donates anything to help people, and when I try to tell him simple things like allowing me to explain what I need to explain, this cold stoned, extremely apathetic, miserable, greedy humanoid robot raises his cold apathetic robotic voice higher, and higher, and throws me a cold metal punch in the end, and I help out my friends when they need it, and in the hardest of their times, I made them feel better, but this is not going to last... My mother is going to die, because my father will not let me call the hospital to give help to my mother who needs it, and my father always uses the excuse of "stress" and "my job", and he calls me selfish, because I don't agree with this ignorant piece of metal, and I am tired of suffering; ever since joining this site four years ago, nothing has improved, in fact matters have only worsened over the years, and as soon as my mother goes, my father will more than likely marry someone who will torture me, and I would rather to die now than to have to suffer like this any longer; I am tired of greedy, selfish republicans like him who only want to benefit himself, and use his job as an excuse for his dying wife; he can't brainwash me with his selfish republican beliefs anymore, I am tired of his absolute greed, and absolute struggle for power, and his evil will to obtain the power in any ways possible, even if it meant to humiliate me to make himself feel more powerful than he already is. I am tired of corrupted power hungry unnatural humanoid robots like him, and I am more tired of suffering than anything else, and I just want to die now; "hanging in there" is not an option now, suicide is; there is nothing left for me, I am not a power hungry person, and it seems like people like myself are not welcome, as only power hungry, and corrupted people are welcome on the surface who constantly humiliate others such as myself to obtain power, and feel okay about it, and can sleep even while knowing that they have hurt so many people, besides, humans are naturally power hungry, and the few that are not power hungry are suffering beyond belief, and I want to end my suffering, so I cannot unintentionally hurt any poor animal that lives here on Earth. I have also dreamed last night of my father brutally murdering me with a knife with blood all over the floor, and as I was dying in my dream, a yellow flash is the last thing I saw before I woke up. I want to commit suicide to end it all, only power hungry humanoid robots are allowed on Earth, and I am not one, and I need to end my suffering before I can unintentionally hurt anything.