I am still young but I feel useless and worthless. It seems that no matter what I do it's never enough or good enough. I am not alone but I feel lonely all the time, misunderstood and unlikeable . It feels like no one cares about me, no friends no family near no one who wants to hear me or cares how I feel am I hungry or else. No job, no skills nothing and no one can make me stay alive anymore. I feel weak to fight in this hard world. I don't want to deal with problems and difficulties any more. I wish I was never born or to be dead soon.