Well I cannot find the right word for what I am tired of.... something a bit lighter than persecution.. maybe discrimination... anyway here is what happened.* On another forum someone asked the question "Why don't people on this forum date each other".* So I listed off my two reasons.* The first reason of course being Geology.* I live in an area where there is no one near by.* Simple enough to understand.* The second reason was because none of the women on the forum could keep up with my libido. Maybe it was my phrasing.* However, on forums for depressed people, such as this one and that one.* I generally only meet one kind of woman, the kind that worships the idea of true love.* You know the generic disney interpretation of love.* Maybe a kiss here and there, but for the most part it is purly innocent.* I will admit that my observation could have been worded differently.* However, why bother masking what I truly mean with nicer words?* I spoke my mind.* I have yet to meet a woman on that forum that actually enjoys and wants to have sex. Of course, they all want the full commitment.* You know, they want to be first in your life.* They want you to consult them on every decision.* They want you to remember each date and gift them properly on each date.* However, they believe the only thing that they need to give in return is the same.* Yes they might put out from time to time to say that they did put out.* However, in the end sex will be used as a weapon to ensure the guy falls into line. So of course for being so blunt I am attacked.* Not only am I attacked I am attacked with vauge statements.* I will take some of the blame because any woman can say "I like sex".* Which is what several of them did.* Toss up a little fog to make me look stupid.* I will say I made a few statements, as I was posting via my phone.* So I did not support all of my statements.* So now I am waiting to their replies. I guess my point is that I am tired of always being the bad guy.* Yes I enjoy sex, whether it be a man or a woman.* If you are actually open about your desire to have sex, you are labeled as garbage.* I am tired of this I really am.* You would think with everything that went on in the 60s and 70s.* People would be more open, but they are not.* IT makes me sick because I offer up a different view and I am treated like garbage.* To be honest, it is women like them that makes me relegate women, in my personal universe, to sex toys.* Really when I look at things, if I could figure out a way to not be horny I would take that route.* That way I could laugh at all their lonely asses because they have nothing to offer me.* The worst part is that these same women want a man who does not need them. It really pisses me off.* All these women will talk about how they want a man who loves them and needs them.* Yet it is a turn off for a man to be so needy.* They all want self-actualized guys who could careless about whether or not that girl is in their life.* However, when he stops paying attention to her.* She will be the first to scream "bastard".* Women are such hypocrites most of the time. So many will twist the world to make the man into the bad guy. Maybe that is why I am no longer trying to be the good guy.* Hopefully once I am done learning how to seduce women.* I will get bored of it and stop.* Then I will live my life alone.* Because that is the way it should be.* I can go out and find a mate when I am horny.* However, I am sure I will be able to get over that as the years go on.*** Yes I want to be the bad guy.* I want to be the guy who makes that girl fall in love with me.* Then turns around and tell her "I don't really care that you exist" or better yet have her catch me cheating on her.* Then tell her that I was just in it for the sex.* Granted it is a fine line to walk actually lying and just playing a part. Anyway sorry for wasting forum space with my misogynist ranting.* I am just so pissed off and I have so few places to go where I can just truly yell... I am sure that one day this forum will be a place I can no longer come.... maybe it is time to start writing my notes again and give up on existing.* I wonder how much a paper cutter costs.... If I survive hey at least I will be rid of all the things that cause my various desires.* Just sitting in my garage is starting to look really good right now.... maybe watching some funny anime and eating will cheer me up.