Spirits of another world constantly tells me to commit suicide to escape from this world. They told me to write this, and this letter is dictated by them, word by word. I suffer from schizophrenia and anxiety and a little autism. Though I am sure the spirits are real. I watched an execution, a real execution, caught on video, on YouTube, by Faces of Death (documentary). They told me to watch it. They told me to see what happens in this world. Though I do have autism, I could clearly see and feel the anxiety of the man forced to the chair of electricity. Now they tell me to cut my artery. I have no knife at me though, and I don't want to cut myself. They tell me to do it. Help!