I can no longer face who I am. I cannot face my life. I am a part of the evil that walks on this planet and I need to eliminate myself. Death is the only real way for me to make things right and to find some kind of peace for me. I do not think it is wrong for me to punish myself for crimes. I am not afraid to die and I hope with my death all my wrongs will get better somehow. I am sorry to those here I hurt and offended. I never meant to.