I do not know how to handle my situation. It involves the chatroom where we are supposed to be able to discuss our personal feelings as well as what has helped or hurt us. Is this the right place for me to express my grievance? If not, I hope the moderators will tell me where I can discuss this in a public forum. I don't want this to be hidden because there is something to be learned whether I'm wrong or not. I just want to know what I did that was soooo disgusting that I have been banned forever in this particular venue. I truly need to know who has the absolute authority to throw me out other than the administrator. Please help me resolve this issue.