I’ve never felt more like a failure in my life. I’m a worthless piece of shit. I’m getting fat. Just plain fat. I’ve spend thousands and thousands of dollars on law school and my grades are fucking crappy. 70th percentile. I’ve let down everyone who has ever believed in me. I am a failure. I am worthless. I’m not good at anything. I’m mediocre or bad at all things. I’m not like other people. I don’t want to eat, I don’t want to do anything. All I want is to lay by myself in my bed. I am a failure. Even my drug addicted ex-boyfriend was successful. I am a piece of shit. I don’t want to be alive right now. I got bad grades at a mediocre law school. I’m fat and ugly. I’m not talented. I’m going to run out of money. I am a failure. I have let down everyone. All these people love me and believed in me with no reason, and I fucked up. Its all my fault. I’m stupid and lazy. I’m stupid and lazy. I am pathetic. I am a waste of space. I don’t want to eat. Ever. Again.