To those who misunderstood me and to those who took offense to my previous post. It is because I have suffered so painfully throughout my life that I get irked when I hear of people who don't want to go that extra mile to help themselves. I am NOT referring to everybody here. Believe it or not I care for each and every person on this forum because I too have felt pain so intense that I wanted to die. In my heart of hearts I want these people to be rid of their pain. My harshness came from passion. A passion to maybe open someones eyes on here, maybe just one, and think "Yeah I should change my life, or I should get help" Not everyone on here have gone that extra mile because I have spoken with some. No, I do not walk in other people's shoes and I do not know their pain, but I have been to the depths of hell many times. I couldn't take anymore either. I am only talking to those people who can make that change and haven't tried it yet, rather than give up. From MY suffering I know things can get better. So like I said even if just ONE person thinks twice and adopts that change, It has been worthwhile. To those who were eager to criticize me, I am sorry. I have molly coddled, and I do still open my heart to those who need to talk. I do actually have some valid things to say when people ask me for advice, because I have been there and I can relate to mental illness. Some of your comments truly hurt me because my intentions are nothing but good. So, I apologize for those I upset from my harshness. I come from a good place, and certainly not to judge people.