I am almost 21 years old, I am in my last year of college and yet I am still being bullied, like I am in high school. Just because I had one sucide attempt a week ago and had to go in for a 72 hour observation, dosent give them the right for somone to put a post it note on my bedroom door saying "you should of cut deeper". Since then my life has been even more of a living hell then usual, Every day there is some snide remark or some prank that is designed to get a rise out of me and rather then direct my anger at the sons of bitches whoese doing this to me, I end up hating myself more then anything else. It's one thing to be unsymaptic or unintrested, but it just plain sadistic to intentionaly provoke. I'm so sick of it and yet I still can't bring myself to do anything about it, and I find myself hating myself more and more over it.