She was here today. Came to give the kids a Christmas present. Spent a whole 30 minutes with our children. Mind you they havent seen her for about a month. I hate her and I hate what she has done to me and the kids. Everytime I think of what has happened, I just cry. When I did attempt to kill myself, she gloated. Thought it was funny that I spent 2 weeks in a psych ward. I will never trust another human being as long as I live. And I pray that I wont live too much longer. Every night I pray to die in my sleep. I hate her and what she has done to me.