In one of my last rants I said there was no one here like me. We are all struggling and I do not want to make light of anyone’s battle. I am amazed when I read of those of you who have been battling this for decades. You are warriors...I have been at this only 3 years and I am ready to give up most of the time but I keep going. I am looking for the magic pill that does not exist but if only something would at least help. As I am sure many of you know, it is so tough to not want to die...yet not want to exist like this. The devastating effects of my demise would be horrific. I need to find a solution. Hugs to all.