to have developed a stutter when i'm talking to people, i've become so unsure of myself. i've never, ever had trouble with being able to talk to people before, it's always been a strong point of mine. but all of a sudden i'm lost for words with friends and mix my words up in front of strangers. so many things have gone wrong recently and i've lost any sort of self-belief i might have once had. my anxiety is keeping me up all hours of the day and night, i can't focus on anything and however hard i try i'm just too terrified to sleep. i can't cope with the nightmares, but then again i can't cope with the emptiness of everyday life. my real life friends appear to have vanished out of my life through no fault of their own, and i don't feel like i have anything left to live for.