i attempted last night. i had hit the bottom and saw no other way. i was rushed to the hospital by my brother in law with my wife. i managed to talk the dr. into letting me out early. she wanted me in for at least another two days if not a week. but i gave her my method to dispose of. they were more concerned about my method and its symtoms than the actual attempt. so i was treated nice by them. i have to see my regular dr. on friday to discuss it all. i was so close too, but my support network kicked in and took charge. i will go into more details for you all when i get my head round it myself. ive got no major revolations about after attempts now, but im sure once its spun around in my head for a while i can give you some more insight.