Hi, I attempted to kill myself by drinking around 150ml of benadryl which is 30 times the regular dose and took 10 pills of cetirizine with mild alcohol. I did not die the next day as I expected and I don't want to anymore. I am afraid to tell about the stuff I took to anyone else but I want to know is there any permanent damage to my body? Am I at risk? I slept for 2 full days after taking that and my liver is paining.