I haven't touched a piece of meat since Januray 23rd 2009. I went out for a jog today, I ended up in the town over and I was thinking that I ran a certain amount of miles and I can have a coffee and just have a nice walk home in the rain. And I passed a McDonalds and I thought I would go in and buy a coffee from there. I miss meat so much, I'm always hungry and I don't feel like I have eaten a good meal since I went vegetarian, I hate the food, its bland and I don't like it, I have force fed myself all this stuff for over one and a half years, the only thing I really love any more is a cheese pizza when I'm not trying to be vegan. I crave meat all the time, by now when I see any meat my mouth still waters, I think about the stuff I am missing, I remember printing college and going into the city every morning and eating McMuffins, it drives me insane that I still crave the hell out of meat! I bought the damn coffee and "sausage McMuffin" slipped out of my mouth as I ordered it, I sat there drinking the coffee and looking at it, took a small bite and just fucking gobbled it, then went back and ordered 2 double muffins and a McBacon Roll and I just fucking goreged on it, as though I hadn't eaten in days, which is untrue because last night I ate some kind of tomato pasta (bleh) its past breakfast time and I think I'm going to have to go again tomorrow morning to get another McDonalds breakfast because its just sooo fucking good and I HATE VEGETARIAN FOOD!!