Lately, I have been feeling depressed-more of a philosophical type of depression. I been speculating and contemplating about life and so on. And you know what, everyone in this miserable existence is absolutely cynical and selfish to no standard-for the most part at least. Amazing. Even when I feel a forum like this may facilitate me to feel "better", some being must have to make me feel that much more suicidal. Hah! I was once an adolescent who actually enjoyed life, someone who was social and optimistic until a demon-shaped into one entity by a person and dark angel-tightened my optimism with the eight inch claws it draws from its hands. -May you find a tiny circle of light that hides upon the black space.