i blew it

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by I Miss You, Mar 25, 2007.

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  1. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    i sort of cut today.as i was going to bed..carolyn called me.as we were talking.i had a little swiss army knife and i was moving it back and forth on my arm.as i was doing this.i had sevaral scratches(no blood).but i felt like goning further.


    right now i still feel like doing it....i just dont care anymore:sad:


    i feel so empty and miserable and horrible right now....:sad:
     
  2. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    i want to die so bad right now.i know that syiah must hate me.thats the last thing i wanted to do.i cant stand her being mad at me.she means a lot to me and i let her down


    i feel like going deeper next time.im such a failure:sad: :sad: :sad: :sad:...
     
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  3. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    its over for me.i cant take it anymore....:sad:
     
  4. LaLaLullaby

    LaLaLullaby Well-Known Member

    My dad used to tell me "If there is a will, there are many ways."
    We just need to find that certain way.
    Hm...what if you do something REALLY distracting?


    Like go to an amusement park and go on all the rollercoasters?
    Museums take my mind off of things too actually, especially if some of the stuff is quite eye-catching.
    Try out anything new.

    I'll try to figure out more.

    :hug:
     
  5. I Miss You

    I Miss You Guest

    at this point...i feel like doing it again.....except this time i want to go DEEPER
     
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