i have been doing this for years...ill be sitting there, reading a book, watching tv, playing a game, whatever...and suddenly, out of nowhere, ill get the urge to break something. like once, when i was little, i had this toy that i would play with all the time. and one day, when i was playing with it, i just broke it in half. i have no idea why i did it. i regreted it afterwards. and a few years later i was playing a video game. i cant remember what it was...some platformer. well i decided, what the hell...and i took it out, and smashed it. and throughout the years, i have ripped shirts apart, burned shoelaces, i have torn birthday cards in half, cut controller cords, and snapped cds. i demolished my ps2 a few years ago, with a stick we use to lock our back door. just took it out back, and smashed it to bits. and just the other day, i used the the replacement stick,(the old one broke after i used it on the ps2), and used it on my nintedo ds. it worked perfectly, nothing wrong with it...i even have a new game. i just decided...screw it. its toast...my dad bought me that thing...i cant believe it. im crying now just remembering how i felt when i did it. how excited my dad was when he got it for me. im such a bastard. is there a name for these impulses? i tried to look it up but i couldnt find anything.