I came back again. But not because I was feeling down again or that Im thinking of killing myself or something. Rather I came back because I am actually doing good for sometime now and just wanted to reread how badly I was doing before and the feeling of doing okay now is something precious to me. Id like to clear that I am not feeling "great" Im just okay and it's something Im very thankful for. It's enough for me to just be okay for some good time. Ive been clean for months now. Ive not been cutting like I used to and that now I am keeping a good balance on my life. Still trying hard but am managing. I slowly picking the pieces of my broken self and putting my life back together. I hope Ican continue with this and I hope that others see this as well. If you read my posts and my open diary you will see that I was so desperately clawing my way out of my depression and that I even thought there's nothing left for me in this world but now I can say that if we keep fighting we can be able to be okay. I hope everything turns out okay for all of us. Please dont give up.