Hi I’m new here so I don’t really know how this works. I just know that I need to talk to someone. I hate my body, I feel disgusting. Lately I started thinking about how much my body is ruining my life. I feel like I deserve all the bad things that happen to me because I’m fat. I know this sounds stupid but it’s true. I feel guilty every time I eat and I feel hopeless because I worked out a lot but it didn’t make any change. This last two days I haven’t been able to leave my bed....