I’m about ready to just give in and let go. When I was little I grew up in a meth house full of physical and sexual abuse, I never really let it affect me, but even being adopted now, I can feel my life going in a downward spiral now. Everyday is just me thinking how will it get better if it hasn’t in all these years? I’ve always had suicide at the back of my thoughts, even tried it at 10, but it’s just getting more and more prevalent as life goes on. I don’t know why, but I can’t take this anymore, everything from then is affecting me now, and I can’t seek out help without the judgement of my parents, I don’t know what to do anymore. The only thing even keeping me from just doing it is my dad
I can’t do it anymore
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Hi @calebbbbb welcome to the forum, very glad you joined us here.
I think you need to seek professional help as soon as possible caleb, medication could potentially help you greatly as could therapy. Did something happen to you when you were 10 years old? What was going on then? Don't hold back, keep sharing and letting it all out
It will likely help.
If you're in immediate danger see a doctor.
Best wishes x
I think you need to seek professional help as soon as possible caleb, medication could potentially help you greatly as could therapy. Did something happen to you when you were 10 years old? What was going on then? Don't hold back, keep sharing and letting it all out
It will likely help.If you're in immediate danger see a doctor.
Best wishes x
Welcome Calebbbbb, thank you for seeking and sharing.
Unfortunately, it seems that a person can only suppress their past so long, it eventually catches up with them. It is so important for you to be honest and open with your parents. And if they are resistant to helping you get help, then you need to connect with another family member, friend, pastor, friend's parent, or your physician to seek help. I share strength and courage for you to get help to begin the healing process.
Unfortunately, it seems that a person can only suppress their past so long, it eventually catches up with them. It is so important for you to be honest and open with your parents. And if they are resistant to helping you get help, then you need to connect with another family member, friend, pastor, friend's parent, or your physician to seek help. I share strength and courage for you to get help to begin the healing process.
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