my best friend or who i thought was, just told me what a piece of shit i am, that he hates me, and wants nothing more to do with me. when all i ever did was love and be there for him. he was the only one i had, now theres nobody left who cares if i live or die. theres not one person. nothing is ever good enuff and nothing i say matters. i feel pathetic, and foolish. i know im worthless and im never gonnna be anything but. its broken me beyond repair. i want to die so bad. i just want it to end coz nothing gets better ever. i must really be wretched. i cant stop crying, and i feel dead inside. why do i bother. i want it to just be overwith. i dont want my life anymore.