I want to tell my therapist. I've known her for almost a year and a half, although i've only been back working with her for the past nine months. she knows i was molested but she doesnt know the whole story. I only am seeing her 6 more times before i go home for the summer and then switch therapists. i'm scared. But right now i can feel him touching me, oh i can feel it so clearly.his hands in my jeans, tongue on my nipple. I am screaming and screaming and screaming and no noise is coming out. i am an angel floating above my body. i can feel him. and god,does it hurt. Can anyone relate to the body memories? how do you cope?