I've been in a stable status since my last attempt, on Sept. 14th. Until recently i've been only mildly depressed, with some more drastic drops here and there. Over the last three days or so I've started to be come increasingly lonely and depressed. I don't want to talk to anybody, not even my go-to person for my depression. I long for compainionship now, more than ever. I'm worried that by the end of the week I'll be so depressed again, that i'll become drastically suicidal again. Please, please help. I can't put those who are close to me through it again.