Hi there. I have been cutting for ages and I hate doing it. I feel so unfeeling when I do it that I no longer feel pain anymore. Then after I have done it I feel so much regret and guilt that I am worrying people that I keep doing it but I cannot stop anymore. I know I am selfish for doing this and that I should stop but I only wish I could. I am in so much pain. My friends are falling out and I suffer with epilespy. I have been taken of the antidepressants and it seems that cutting is the only thing that keeps me going. I feel I will fall apart without cutting. This is not really a question. I suppose it is just a thread to get it out in the open. Please can you give me some advice. Thanks.