Friends are supposed to be there for you right? i know i shouldn't put all my eggs in one basket. i know this sick twisted game. I've been let down before. but this. I'm so tired of this. my central group of "close friends" who i sit with at lunch time at school were going on to a parade today for the community. somehow i thought i was invited. how silly of me. I'm never invited places. none of them replied when i asked what the plan was for today. not one. i found out later that all of them were in a group chat without me. they all met up. i stayed home. story of my life. I'm so sick of getting my hopes up. I'm sick of getting excluded. this is just pushing me over the edge today. I'm going to do it, i can feel it. <edit mod total eclipse method> nobody would care. thats the sad part.