I havent posted on the ED forum for awhile now... so... I haven't weighed myself for about a month or two... very good. but then I realized tonight, I havent been eating very much. ive also noticed my legs getting a lot thinner and my ribs showing (again.) i'm wondering if I should weigh myself to make sure im not underweight? but another part of me knows no matter the number, im gonna want less. so going on the scale is a bad idea. but my family is trying to get me to eat more. and its not that im doing this to lose weight, ive just had a hard time recently and when i get depressed i cant eat. it makes me sick. which then leads to when i am not depressed, my stomach has shrunk so much that the tiniest bit of food fills me up. so um.....what do I do? should I try to gain a little more so my ribs dont show? or not do anything and hopefully my eating will just start to get better...eventually...I know its not gonna get any worse... but what i ate yesterday: left over pasta that i never ate from a resturant the night before, i had maybe, 3-5 bites and then i threw it away. and then for dinner i had tortilla chips with some cheese on it... to me, that sounded like a decent eating day...but then i realized...thats pretty bad... ive probably only had like...600 calories at most today. and most the other days i have been eating a lot less... and im hypoglycemic so not eating can be very bad for me, so i have been eating the little 100 calorie snacks that my family buys. but, that seems to be all im eating...and i have maybe...2 a day? so...200 calories a day? ...i'm gonna die, arent i?