So - I lost my job, all job I can get is something in a call center again, and it will kill me i cant really do this.
I am highly intelligent but cant go to university - no money over here in germany.
I dont have savings so the bank crisis dont bother me. I owe the bank money. enough to have a lot of my money sacked. the rest will just be enough to eat noodles , no sauce. I owe less than 5 percent than the average german, but course they wont give ME money to buy food. they rather give people money that already owe more than 100 times as much, to buy a new porsche.
I got offered my dream job but they decided differently. I was 2 days late so they rather employ a person with no talent. I ran out of friends to know a good job. If I do callcenter again I will be at the end of all quite soon.
My boyfriend who I love is the dearest and most caring person. he lives 3 hours away from here, I dont have money to go see him.
He is married with a little kid. they are friends - no more. I know I talked to her. but I will never have him.
I ve been raped a few times, well.....
I learned actress, a stupid job.
All my friends are hours away. I cant move and find a job, I have no savings. wasnt possible with the laugh of money I earned lately while working my ass off.
I am chronically sick, I have morbus crohn. oh yea that HELPS getting and keeping a job. did I meantion that I am also just 4´11" "tall" and weigh 90 ponds? who would ever want me for a serious job? doesnt matter that I am having an IQ of 150.
So I sit here, havent showered for a week. why? no one cares.
Money will get less and less and I havent seen a single person except from the folks in the supermarket since I lost this job.
So who would really care. They will get over it.
And they tell me I will get over it; its not AIDS or something.
But sometimes I wish it was. And I wish I was one of the 10 percent to die of crohn, imstead of something with a really happy life.
I cant complain. I have a little home, a bed and at least SOMETHING to eat.
but.... ya know........
dumba
I am highly intelligent but cant go to university - no money over here in germany.
I dont have savings so the bank crisis dont bother me. I owe the bank money. enough to have a lot of my money sacked. the rest will just be enough to eat noodles , no sauce. I owe less than 5 percent than the average german, but course they wont give ME money to buy food. they rather give people money that already owe more than 100 times as much, to buy a new porsche.
I got offered my dream job but they decided differently. I was 2 days late so they rather employ a person with no talent. I ran out of friends to know a good job. If I do callcenter again I will be at the end of all quite soon.
My boyfriend who I love is the dearest and most caring person. he lives 3 hours away from here, I dont have money to go see him.
He is married with a little kid. they are friends - no more. I know I talked to her. but I will never have him.
I ve been raped a few times, well.....
I learned actress, a stupid job.
All my friends are hours away. I cant move and find a job, I have no savings. wasnt possible with the laugh of money I earned lately while working my ass off.
I am chronically sick, I have morbus crohn. oh yea that HELPS getting and keeping a job. did I meantion that I am also just 4´11" "tall" and weigh 90 ponds? who would ever want me for a serious job? doesnt matter that I am having an IQ of 150.
So I sit here, havent showered for a week. why? no one cares.
Money will get less and less and I havent seen a single person except from the folks in the supermarket since I lost this job.
So who would really care. They will get over it.
And they tell me I will get over it; its not AIDS or something.
But sometimes I wish it was. And I wish I was one of the 10 percent to die of crohn, imstead of something with a really happy life.
I cant complain. I have a little home, a bed and at least SOMETHING to eat.
but.... ya know........
dumba