I don't know if anybody will take any notice of this and I really don't care. I needed to get off my chest the fact that I am 38 years of age, and I have taken more shit than I care to remember. I cannot cope with what life has to offer me. The offer just isn't worth taking. I stumble from one mess into another and just cannot cope with this, the most recent mess I have ended up in. I just want to not be alive anymore as there literally is nothing left. If you have read this, then thank you very much for your time. endoflife.