How is anyone supposed to ask for help on SF chat if everyone when you get on there is talking about bands they like or how great their week has been? Not that I'm knocking anyone or believing that anyone with a mental disorder should be only wanting to talk about how upset and depressed they are...but I really felt as though I needed some help today and was too ashamed to ask anyone because everyone seemed so happy and I didn't want to bring them down. I tired calling the rape line and suicide hotline and again they were no help at all. I have no one I can call, I don't have a proper psych, I tried calling my old psych and she won't pick up, I have exams in two weeks and a major essay due then too, I have no friends or family I can talk to...I have no options left. I also have half a bottle of Voltaren pain killers left over from some major surgery operation someone had and enough pandedine to start a pharmacy and a lake near my house.:ohwell: