I wish I could apologize to everyone in my dorm floor. I would but it might be a little awkward and I would probably start crying or something like that. I would say I'm sorry I can't be normal. I was never normal and I might not ever be. At least it feels that way. They are all social experts. They know what to do and what to say to be funny and make other people laugh. I suck at socializing. I have a horrible personality. I try but I missed out on a lot of experience becoming a fun and interesting person because I have never been good at becoming friends with people. Maybe I can't change who I am. They must all think I am a "loser" or a "freak."