I thought I was somewhat stable, at least in that I would seriously not want to die. But, I have had thoughts of driving and just swerving the steering wheel into oncoming traffic. I am going to graduate in a year, and I literally have no idea what I want to do. But I have ideas on what I Don't want to do, but that crosses out almost every job, if not all! I don't know what my problem is, but it is so hard to go out there and do something. I want to do things, but then when I am about to do something, I want to quit. I am really scared, and I don't know anymore. I just don't know.