I'm in love with my stepsister. I have been since I met her, I was about nine. She was four. She is 18 now, and I'm 23. I STILL have these same feelings for her. I've been in many relationships. And all the girls I've been with thought there was something going on between her and I. They said we would "flirt" or whatever. I dont know, I'm a guy so I dont flirt, but I do notice myself talking differently with her than I do with other girls I'm interested in. It has even caused a few of my relationships to end. I've even had some friends tell me this. They're like "Duuuudddeee, how 'bout it, eh? You fuckin' your sister or what? You gonna share...shes HOT!" And I just want to strangle them, not because of what they said. But because of what they said about HER. My neighbor girl, a girl I used to date but we are really good friends with now. I told her how I felt, and she is spiteful because she knows I felt that was throughout our whole relationship, but she is still supportive...well, not supporting that I make love with my sister. But she is there to talk about it. I even went as far as to create this fake Myspace thingy, and pretended to be one of my buddies...my buddy is in Iraq, and never around so it worked out. And I asked her about me, what she thought about me and all that. She didnt answer my questions exactly as I had hoped, but she didnt completely crush me heart either. I know that she knows too, because she like...teases me. She asks me these little questions, very precise questions...she asked me what I think is sexy for a girl to wear, and I told her...pajama pants and a tank top. She looked at me funny, because I think she meant out wear on a date or something. A little while later, she came back..wearing that outfit I described to her. And like....flaunted it in front of me. Maybe she was teasing me, showing me what I know I cant have. Maybe she is a fucking bitch like some people have told me. Or maybe she is testing me, to see if I would let my heart guide me like other people have said. I dont know, I'm hurt and confused about it all. I just want to be with her, every way imaginable.