It's 2.30pm in the afternoon. I have cut up my leg pretty bad, I feel trapped like I cant breath and broken and I cant fix myself. There's no one in. Im sitting with a bottle of wine and about 3 packets of painkillers and I dont see the fucking point. I just want to stop feeling sad. I want to stop crying and hurting and I cant, I dont even know what the fuck is wrong but it wont go away