because I don't have a phone. Samaritans doesn't help. Every time I tried, it was just... maybe it was just the responders I got. I don't know. But it was no help. I tried one of the online chats before, but every time I use it, it's offline. All I want is someone to talk to. That's what I need, I think. I'm not sure anymore. I'm not even sure if I'm in a crisis or not. How can you tell? How do you know? I'd call the crisis number I was given. If I had a phone. But I don't. And it's 3:30 AM. So, right now, I'm just here... hoping someone is on. If not, I'll probably try to sleep within the hour. I need to get it out. But I don't know where to begin yet.