Every night it's the same thing. Get home, listen to how much of a fuck up I am, get lied to, get ditched, cut myself and cry myself to sleep. I can't keep living like this anymore. I don't know where to turn anymore. Nothing seems to work. I just can't keep living like this anymore. No one cares enough about me to help. Everyone just thinks "Oh, Zombie will be fine, she's always smiling." But no one even cares to look close enough to see that everything is just a cover-up. My whole life has been a lie. I don't want to live a lie. I'm tired of it. Zombie hates her life, she just wants it to be over. Nobody cares enough to help me. I don't even know why I'm bothering to post here, not like I have any support, anywhere in the world.