I can't cry

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Girldontknow, Feb 21, 2007.

  1. Girldontknow

    Girldontknow Member

    My adopted parents gave me up last year, they got pregnant and didn't need me anymore. I was to much problems. Their little girl is perfect, so they have the right. I understand why they got rid of me.

    But it still hurts. And when it hurts so bad I can't take it, I cut. The support group I am in keeps telling me I just need to cry, but for some reason no matter how hard I try to, I can't cry. The tears will not come out. Only through sutting to I feel like I realeasing the hurt, and tonly then can I give myself what I deserve for ruining the relationship by doing things wrong.

    How do I cry?
     
  2. Lost Disciple

    Lost Disciple Well-Known Member

    I guess I couldn't advise you. I went [almost] five years without crying, even though people told me that I needed to cry, too, and finally one day it all got to be to much, I had a panic attack, I ran away, and then when I was talking to my mom on the phone, I started to cry.

    It just happens.