I Cant Do Any Of This Anymore...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by notwanting2live, Jun 24, 2008.

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  1. notwanting2live

    notwanting2live Well-Known Member

    IM FED UPN OF FIGHTING.. I KEEP ON TRYIN 2 GT BETTER.. N KEEP ON TRYIN 2 SURVIVE IN A WORLD DAT I DONT BELONG IN...

    i always thought things would gt better.. but its jus got bout 10 times worse..

    my social worker.. my CPN n the police n ambulance is outside my house tryin 2 gt in.. ma parents wil let them in but they wont b able 2 gt in my room.. considerin i put loada stuff behind it. [sorry 4 my slang] but i gotta b quick...

    fuckin hell they are bangin on the door now.. y cant they let me die in peace.. y cant they.. they r tryin 2 section me again.. ma parents called my CPN 2 ask her advice on wot 2 do wid me.. my parents r goin away in 3 days.. i shoudl have waited till then.. coz then i wouldnt b dealin wid this.. i aint safe... i cant promise any one that.. not even my self.. n i cant lie bout it either.. i managed 2 do dat a couple days ago 2 my CPN...

    got to go... they r comin

    im sorry n thanks 4 all the support from people

    im freakin out big style
     
  2. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    :hug: i really hope you're okay, and everything goes well....

    So sorry this shit is happening right now :\

    Best of luck:hug:
     
  3. ghosty11

    ghosty11 Guest

    shit as in feces is a funy things. out the backside into the world just another way of living life to the fullest life negatively die positively and one day you will learn.
     
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